Meirs' Journal

Livin' in the slow lane of a fast life.

Taking a break
I guess doesn't really matter if I post it here. not like I ever updated anyway but.. eh.. here it is

Hello Internet,
Welp, it's been a good run. You've given me some of the best times of my life, but I feel it's well past my time to move on and develop my other skills in life. You've been a destraction and somewhat of an addiction. You've been a routine in my daily life since I was 13. I've met so many people and developed so many realtionships that inspire me to this day. Some of which I let fade out of my life, some of which I've tried to rekindle. Even so, I love everyone who stayed positive towards me and anyone who tried to keep me down. I'm not sure if this is good bye.. hell I doubt it in this day an age. I'm cutting myself off though. I'm going on a long hiatus..I'm not sure how long I'll be. Maybe a couple months, maybe a few seasons, years, whatever. Either way, I need to make something of myself, form some kind of self discpline and stick to my goals. So for now, I love you guys, but I'm taking a break from the net. Maybe I'll come back a better person...maybe. Until then, later everyone.

*Looks at her calender*
Yeah so it's been like a billions years since I've actually said anything. Been busy with.. absolutely nothing, but if you must know, my recent interest include Chip Tuning, resolving issue with the BF, Making sure friend has a place to live and not end up in jail, moms still irritating and needy as usual. hmm..

Probably other stuff I'm not remembering, but you know screw all that

check this shit out:

sorry if it's "old news" but this just made my freaking ..morning

Oh right.
Hey guys remember me? Yeah..

So uh I think I hate sex now. That cool? Yeah alright, cool, later.

(no subject)
Graduated High School.[x]
Kissed someone.[x]
Smoked cigarettes.[ ]
Got so drunk you passed out.[ ]
Rode every ride at an amusement park.[ ]
Collected something really stupid.[x] probably.
Gone to a rock concert.[x]
Helped someone.[x,x,x,x,x,x]
Gone fishing.[ ]
Watched four movies in one night.[ ]
Gone long periods of time with out sleep.[x]
Lied to someone.[x]
Been dumped.[ ]
Snorted cocaine.[ ]
Failed a class.[x]
Smoked weed.[ ]
Dealt drugs.[ ]
Taken a college level course.[ ]
Been in a car accident.[x]
Been in a tornado.[ ]
Done hard drugs (i.e. ecstasy, heroin, crack, meth, acid).[ ]
Watched someone die.[ ] sometimes I wonder..
Been to a funeral.[x]
Burned yourself.[x]
Ran a marathon.[ ]
Your parents got divorced.[ ]
Cried yourself to sleep.[x]
Spent over $200 in one day.[x]
Flown on a plane.[x]
Cheated on someone.[ ]
Been cheated on.[ ]
Written a 10 page letter.[ ]
Gone skiing.[ ]
Been sailing.[x]
Cut yourself.[ ]
Had a best friend.[x]
Lost someone you loved.[ ]
Shoplifted something.[x]
Been to jail.[ ]
Had detention.[x] because I like to double check my work..
Skipped school.[x] only senior skip day though :/
Got in trouble for something you didn’t do.[xxxxxx]
Stolen books from the library.[ ]
Gone to a different country.[x] kinda..
Dropped out of school.[ ]
Been in a mental hospital.[ ]
Watched the “Harry Potter” movies.[x]
Had an online diary. NO NEVER... [x]
Fired a gun.[x]
Gambled in a casino.[ ]
Had a yard sale.
Had a lemonade stand.[ ]
Actually made money at the lemonade stand.[ ]
Been in a school play.[ ]
Been fired from a job.[ ]
Taken a lie detector test.[ ]
Swam with dolphins.[ ]
Gone to Sea World.[x]
Attempted suicide.[ ]
Voted for American/Australian Idol.[x]
Written poetry.[x] terrible at that
Read more than 20 books a year.[ ]
Gone to Europe.[ ]
Loved someone you couldn’t have.[x] ..god why'd this have to remind me.
Wondered about your sexuality.[x]
Used a coloring book over age 12.[ ]
Had surgery.[ ]
Had stitches.[ ]
Taken a taxi.[x]
Seen the Washington Monument.[ ]
Had more than 5 IM’s/online conversations going at once.[x]
Overdosed.[ ]
Had a drug or alcohol problem.[ ]
Been in a fist fight.[ ]
Suffered any form of abuse.[ ]
Had a hamster.[ ]
Petted a wild animal.[ ]
Used a credit card.[x]
Gone surfing in California.[ ]
Did “spirit day” at school.[ ]
Dyed your hair.[x]
Got a tattoo.[ ]
Had something pierced.[ ]
Got straight A’s.[ ]
Been on the Honor Roll.[ ]
Known someone with HIV or AIDS.[ ]
Taken pictures with a webcam.[x]
Started a fire.[x]
Had a party while your parents weren’t home.[ ]
Gotten caught having a party while they were gone.[ ]

pretty boooring. I always wanted to go surfing though.

Your dating personality profile:

Liberal - Politics matters to you, and you aren't afraid to share your left-leaning views. You would never be caught voting for a conservative candidate.
Funny - You laugh often. People never accuse you of lacking a sense of humor. You don't take yourself too seriously.
Big-Hearted - You are a kind and caring person. Your warmth is inviting, and your heart is a wellspring of love.
Your Top Ten Traits

1. Liberal
2. Funny
3. Big-Hearted
4. Adventurous
5. Outgoing
6. Practical
7. Sensual
8. Romantic
9. Wealthy/Ambitious
10. Stylish
Your date match profile:

Adventurous - You are looking for someone who is willing to try new things and experience life to its fullest. You need a companion who encourages you to take risks and do exciting things.
Funny - You consider a good sense of humor a major necessity in a date. If his jokes make you laugh, he has won your heart.
Practical - You are drawn to people who are sensible and smart. Flashy, materialistic people turn you off. You appreciate the simpler side of living.
Your Top Ten Match Traits

1. Adventurous
2. Funny
3. Practical
4. Big-Hearted
5. Conservative
6. Wealthy/Ambitious
7. Shy
8. Sensual
9. Stylish
10. Romantic

Take the Dating Profile Quiz at Would I Date You

fairly accurate

also, sup?

Good old Vrigina Weather..
Went from like..
40 F to fucking 90 F in a week. Sup Spring time.

Yep things have been pretty good. Think I'm gonna rally everyone up and head down to beach later this week. In the mean time, be right back addicted to Lumines.

Jigsaw falls

In other news, got my license. Applying for work like a madd man. Oh yeah playing some Psychonuats too. :)

So yesterday I went to this Guitar center with my friend. Checked out some delay and fuzz pedals, asked if they carried the new Jet King, which to my surprise they didn't. So I ended up trying out a used Firebird 5, when suddenly this old guy who was stationed directed behind me starts WAILING on the guitar like some crazy man with the volume up way too high. I couldn't even get a note in let alone hear my own guitar. My amp was practically in my ear. It was so obnoxious that I was beginning to think I was on a TV show like Trigger Happy or something. Everyone at that point proceeded into the acoustic section of the store to find some kind of peace away from the crazy wailing man, but the moment I put the guitar I was playing down and started walking off, he stopped. So I'm thinking , oh, OK Ill try this again." and come back down to sit. I play a short little riff...until crazy wailing man decided to start his shit up again.

This time I walked off for good into the acoustic room where everyone else was. We we're all kinda talking and being friendly to each other listening to one another. Guess who decides to show his face in the room? Soon as he showed up everyone pretty much ditched the place. My friend and I decided it was time to leave. The more I think about it, it did feel kinda awkward in there,but I guess I didn't let it get to be cause I was actually look and trying things out. Even then I kinda felt unwelcomed.

or that's probably just my mind making up shit.


Simple Question.
If you could describe me with one or two words, what would they be?

And for no reason what so ever..



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